There is a depth to silence that the carnal mind is not able to comprehend.
We often feel more secure when a cloud of noise surrounds us in our daily lives, as if it was a buffer to cover us from issues of life that we either do not understand or would rather not face.
But there are times when we are faced with a spiritual silence, and when we are, we scramble for the reassuring feel of that gravel beneath our feet of the daily issues of life that we know how to deal with. It is times like these that we are forced to reflect on the stark reality of Eternity and our tiny place in the eternal scheme of God.
Prayer times are good weathervanes. It’s great when my prayer time is filled up with all sorts of things, and I can jump off from one thing to the next and feel like I’m actually getting right up to the Throne of God and accomplishing something. It is a great feeling when it feels like God can not only can hear you, but is also paying attention to what you are praying about. You walk out of the prayer room with a sense of accomplishment, and you are ready to face the day with a confidence that you have won in prayer.
But sometimes it isn’t like that.
Have you ever had prayer hours when you feel like you have been dumbed down and can only sit there mumbling about some mindless thing? There may be a million issues to pray about, but you can’t think of any at the moment. You’re flapping your wings, but you just can’t seem to get off the ground. You repeat your prayers like a monotone tape recorder, but it doesn’t come from your heart. So, you stand up and walk back and forth to get some juice going in your prayers, but you only feel like a tin soldier marching back and forth.
You know God can hear, but is He listening?
Where are all the fireworks? What happened to that vibrant flow of excitement that comes when you can feel yourself reaching Heaven? Did I do something wrong, or am I running down a wrong direction? Or is God just tired of me, and is paying attention to someone else right now?
And the answer comes back in a reassuring, quiet voice,
“Be still, and know that I am God.” Psalms 46:10
Brother Dale
dale@revivalfire.org
www.RevivalFire.org
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